One Sweet Love

28 Mar

I must be strong and carry on because I know I don’t belong here in Heaven. — Eric Clapton

To my son:

You hover close to us this week.  Your mommy and your Banana talked this morning about how you seem to be right here with us in these last few days, never more than a breath away.

It makes us cry more, but it makes us happy too… comforted and loved.  Of course we already knew, but it’s nice to confirm that you’re always with us, always watching and loving.

I wonder what has brought you closer.  Do we need the protection, the extra love?  Are you drawn by so many acts of kindness?

Maybe, just like any little boy, you just miss your Mommy.  Maybe sometimes it’s you that needs to be close.  Maybe…

However it is, I’ll take it and spend every second remembering your sweet, precious life.

Thank you.

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5 Responses to “One Sweet Love”

  1. Amy March 28, 2008 at 4:05 pm #

    Very nice Heather! Aodin is watching you and loving you, always! I know he’d be so proud of his Mama!

  2. Antigone March 28, 2008 at 7:16 pm #

    So very missed…

  3. girlinthecrosswalk March 29, 2008 at 3:23 am #

    A little whisper in the air said that he loves you more than anything and is all around.

  4. Becky March 30, 2008 at 8:31 pm #

    Oh, Aodin, we all miss you so very much. Try to bring some light and love to your darling Mommy and Daddy this week.

    *hugs*

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